2014年09月15日
but have no meaning
Remembered that year school, thinking of the classroom, remembered that way, think of that group of people, think of those things, brought back the memories forever in my life, I induced days like grass travel tea mug
Suddenly discovered that the more grown up, the more difficult and another person together, not because the conditions. Gradually, a person walking, a person to sleep, a person thinking, a person is intoxicated; a person is busy, a person tired, a person be agitated, a personal experience. I will live better than before, no longer so self willed, more like investment in works of art.
In a song KTV suddenly hear, make I feel blurred the line of sight. Some scenes, some breath, always cannot forget. Friend introduced me the other half, although also can look forward, but just smiled with.
Still single, close your eyes, always want to have another dream together side. Some kind of occasion, someone approached, topic around the single reason. They finally concluded, I forget the hurt. I don't think in the heart, other people are not wounded?
In fact, I know, why not love. Because, I'm so clearly is a piece of material will not be an easy job to what, so give yourself away. Like, one day find fall after the wound, will begin to leave a scar, so walk not dare strode out.
Only to find, slowly, five years ago, open the QQ, select online, a window will pop up N, chat awfully; three years ago, open the QQ, choose to hide, occasionally pop-up windows, chatting to but a few sentences; a year ago, open the QQ, select online, expecting the popup window, but the results only expect; now, occasionally open the QQ, careful on-line stealth, heart bored. Although my inertia is too strong, good memory. To know a person is very simple, but to forget a person is very difficult. You ever think of the beautiful, but finally almost never come back. So in order not to hurt, so I became timid. Before the phone can not find people desperately call, now the message didn't respond, even if the heart fluctuations can also endure. Previously most interested topic is past each other, will now first care for this relationship has no future GDV fine wines.
So, spare time, I would go shopping with my friends in the sun, in the dormitory to play games, is also not willing to let friends feel very care about what. I tried to comfort myself, have enough friends, a personal life is also very good. If there is a day when people appear, may be I will began to panic, fear.
Just, was afraid of being single, but afraid of injuries, a contradictory mentality, like I never plan the future want to become what kind of person. However, since such a so. I wanted someone to travel together, watching movies together. I was just in my heart as a surgeon is looking to feelings, raised his head and smile into each other's eyes, ease of life, and that.
Just that look always so far away, do not want to own so silly, I can not do not know the heart of what time she will come or to leave, even if there are thousands on thousands of reasons, but have no meaning. Since then, the tears become a luxury, the heart also more of a scar, often inexplicable pain. The original is not really care about, just a hoax.
Slowly to understand, there are many things we do not know how, in the old has become to cherish before; there are a lot of people, in you can't carefully before has become old people. Regardless of whether you perceive, life has been in progress. Life does not sell back, lost will never have. But we are getting old too quickly, Burgundy wine is intelligent too late.
Still single, because the heart is very tired and want to rest, waiting, not for you to come back, but to find an excuse not to leave. Not want to be single, just that little bit of looking forward to let himself become a lost lamb.
Suddenly discovered that the more grown up, the more difficult and another person together, not because the conditions. Gradually, a person walking, a person to sleep, a person thinking, a person is intoxicated; a person is busy, a person tired, a person be agitated, a personal experience. I will live better than before, no longer so self willed, more like investment in works of art.
In a song KTV suddenly hear, make I feel blurred the line of sight. Some scenes, some breath, always cannot forget. Friend introduced me the other half, although also can look forward, but just smiled with.
Still single, close your eyes, always want to have another dream together side. Some kind of occasion, someone approached, topic around the single reason. They finally concluded, I forget the hurt. I don't think in the heart, other people are not wounded?
In fact, I know, why not love. Because, I'm so clearly is a piece of material will not be an easy job to what, so give yourself away. Like, one day find fall after the wound, will begin to leave a scar, so walk not dare strode out.
Only to find, slowly, five years ago, open the QQ, select online, a window will pop up N, chat awfully; three years ago, open the QQ, choose to hide, occasionally pop-up windows, chatting to but a few sentences; a year ago, open the QQ, select online, expecting the popup window, but the results only expect; now, occasionally open the QQ, careful on-line stealth, heart bored. Although my inertia is too strong, good memory. To know a person is very simple, but to forget a person is very difficult. You ever think of the beautiful, but finally almost never come back. So in order not to hurt, so I became timid. Before the phone can not find people desperately call, now the message didn't respond, even if the heart fluctuations can also endure. Previously most interested topic is past each other, will now first care for this relationship has no future GDV fine wines.
So, spare time, I would go shopping with my friends in the sun, in the dormitory to play games, is also not willing to let friends feel very care about what. I tried to comfort myself, have enough friends, a personal life is also very good. If there is a day when people appear, may be I will began to panic, fear.
Just, was afraid of being single, but afraid of injuries, a contradictory mentality, like I never plan the future want to become what kind of person. However, since such a so. I wanted someone to travel together, watching movies together. I was just in my heart as a surgeon is looking to feelings, raised his head and smile into each other's eyes, ease of life, and that.
Just that look always so far away, do not want to own so silly, I can not do not know the heart of what time she will come or to leave, even if there are thousands on thousands of reasons, but have no meaning. Since then, the tears become a luxury, the heart also more of a scar, often inexplicable pain. The original is not really care about, just a hoax.
Slowly to understand, there are many things we do not know how, in the old has become to cherish before; there are a lot of people, in you can't carefully before has become old people. Regardless of whether you perceive, life has been in progress. Life does not sell back, lost will never have. But we are getting old too quickly, Burgundy wine is intelligent too late.
Still single, because the heart is very tired and want to rest, waiting, not for you to come back, but to find an excuse not to leave. Not want to be single, just that little bit of looking forward to let himself become a lost lamb.
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